Called the RE's office today and got my results back for my progesterone level for the 7 DPO blood draw. It was only 6.7. So disappionted since it's supposed to be over 10 for ovulation. The nurse says my OPK's could of been off and we caught the surge on the way up or down. So now I'm just supposed to wait to see if my period comes Saturday or not. If it does I'm to call and it sounds like I will be put on progesterone. If I'm not I'm supposed to call too and it sounds like they will be monitering me by u/s and will be getting a trigger shot when my follicles get big enough to release. I just don't get it. How can my body be so off. I swear I'm pregnant. I'm even having symptoms. Now I'm just starting to think it's all in my head and I'm making myself feel this way. I really just want to give up. If I didn't want a baby so bad I would right this second. I still don't know where I'm going to come up with the strength to move on to the next month of treatments. I'm not sure how much more of this I can take. I feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff about ready to fall off. I feel like a failure as a woman and as a wife. The one thing I am built to do I can't do. It seems like God is playing a cruel joke on me. He gives me this HUGE desire for children but then doesn't give me the means to either carry my own or to adopt. I losing my hope and my faith is this struggle. It feels like I'm in a nightmare I just can't seem to wake up from. I'm ready to wake up God. Preferably before I lose my mind.