As of right now I am 9 DPO and getting VERY nervous. I feel like I might be pregnant but at the same time I sometimes feel like I'm just wanting this so much that I'm making myself believe I'm pregnant and causing all the symptoms that I'm having. So how to tell the differnce....that is the question of the day????? Here's a list of my symptoms so far and what day they started:
Fatigue 7 DPO
Bloated 6 DPO
Nausea 8 DPO
Irratablity 8 DPO
My dilema is I know that everyone of those symptoms can be explained away as something other than pregnancy but yet I think I feel like I'm pregnant. I don't want to get my hopes up though because I know that it will only make things 10x's worse when my period arrives. Which is due Saturday. I think if it does arrive I'm going to have a total meltdown. I just don't know how I'm going to get enough strength together to do this all over again next month. I losing hope and faith that this will ever happen for us. I just don't understand why it happened so easy the 1st time and yet now this time it's not happening at all. What are we doing wrong? I just need something to go our way for once. I really want to make my husband a Daddy. There's nothing more that my husband and I both want.
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