Well tonight was my 4th day of injectables. Gave up on giving it to myself after my hysterical breakdown last night that took 1 1/2 and ended with my husband giving me my shot cause I just couldn't get myself to do it. I had my 1st u/s this morning to check my progress. I thought it went really well. I had 2 follicles on my right side one was 14 and the other was 9. Also had one on my left side that was 12. They said it was looking good and should only have to take 2 more days of the follistim and then I should be ready for the HCG shot on Wednesday. Well boy was everyone wrong. They called 3 hrs later after they go my Estridol level back and it was HORRIBLE. It was only 55 but it should of been over 100 by now. So basicly they may not be any good. They are hoping the smaller ones will do well but theres no guarentee. Basicly my follicles aren't producing estrogen. What else could possibly go wrong. It seems like everything is going wrong once again. I'm not sure I could endure another cycle of injectables. Every night is a battle of the wills trying to get myself to actually stab myself with the stupid needle. Uhhhh I just don't get it. How could I get pregnant with no problem on clomid and now this time not even injectables seems to be working. If they don't work I just don't know what will.
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